February 2012
12 posts
overheard.
“I just like fur and fuzzy things, ya know? I mean there must be a reason for that right? It’s not because I’m trying to be a diva, because that’s what people think, maybe I just am a diva. and I like it.” — the flamboyant male fashion designer two tables away.
immediately followed by, “I like to dabble in feminist studies. but when I do I pretend...
fork.
valentines day shenanigans have me questioning my life choices, yet again. debating removing myself from the spring break equation & putting excessive drinking on my list of former bad habits. my liver & my reputation would probably thank me for it. well, at least what’s left of them.
the universe giveth & the universe taketh away.
alcoholic gone academic.
it may be 1 a.m. on a saturday night, but getting all right answers on my biology homework is seriously boosting my self-esteem. nothin’ like getting drunk off knowledge to counteract your day’s caffeine overdose. this semester I’m trading in my vices, books over vodka, writing over hangovers.
in other news, I think I had a lobotomy in europe & didn’t know it.
January 2012
3 posts
modernism.
you know you underestimate yourself when you answer professor-posed questions in your head and while you’re second guessing yourself you hear what you were thinking come out of someone else’s mouth.
don’t know when I started retaining this literature information buut I should probably start putting it to use.
like nothin'.
back in the library, back in the blogosphere. picking up where I left off seems bizarre given the past four weeks, buut it’s probably for the best.
also, happy last first day of my undergraduate career! the clock is ticking on getting my life together. let’s go.
December 2011
18 posts
from hell, with tears.
from this year forward, whenever anyone asks why I hate christmas, I’m going to blame cancer.
but I really fucking wish I didn’t have that excuse.
floodgates.
noteworthy.
I just want to be a gypsy. master bacious would be my drag queen name. don’t think about it, just drink about it. justintime. my most consistent likes are pictures of redwood trees & mila kunis. spending christmas with a cab driver, my cat, & the kardashians. being in a class with someone who’s seen you naked is all kinds of distracting. if I had a dollar for every time I...
props.
I literally do the exact same thing every semeseter. I freak out about how poorly I’ve done, on my term papers & finals and everything leading up to them. I expect to fail. I overdose on caffeine and under-dose on sleep. I become a miserable shell of a human being, hating school, myself, and everyone within a ten foot radius. I contemplate quitting school and/or suicide. I plan my escape...
Bidness Partners.
Lili: Annie, I think we need a youtube channel.
Annie: No. I refuse.
Lili: Fine, but when we get a taxi, we're putting a camera in it.
Annie: I know.
stop pretending that you’re still breathing
solace can come in the symbol of a gold ring. →
warp.
try to create an account for community college. find out you already made one. have zero recollection of when you did. try to answer the security question: what’s your favorite color? blue is wrong. try again. hot pink is right.
realize how much you’ve changed since freshman year. think about how far you’ve come. wonder where the time went.
and ask your former & present...
535 to 3101.
last night in my little lonesome apartment. it’s funny how much the new one already feels more like home than this one ever did.
I’m tired & achey, and all I keep hearing in my head is carrie bradshaw saying, “BECAUSE I DON’T LIVE HERE ANYMORE.”
signs of sleep depravation & too much sex and the city. but it is december 1st and I needed to note the good...
November 2011
27 posts
november.
despite the fact that it’s the end of the semester & I’m having a major slight mental breakdown; despite the fact that I have so many impending papers & tests that I think I would be better off serving my professors my brain on a platter; despite the fact that I have a little over 24 hours to clear out of one apartment & settle into the next; despite the fact that I have...
the feeling is mutual.
laragazzanuda:
it was an awesome day on Sunday. I love my soulmate more than words could ever express.
homework.
“is there anything you would die for?”
mm nothing like a little dose of mortality in the morning. but seriously, I can’t stop asking myself & I can’t seem to find an answer.
update. here’s what I turned in: I haven’t stopped thinking about this question since it was posed on Wednesday and I still haven’t fully settled on an answer. My initial, in...
we should really cross paths more often.
“this is the time of your life, just enjoy the journey.”
reassuring words from my favorite barista, so so needed & even more appreciated. it’s funny that sometimes all you need is a small, but genuine, conversation to give you new perspective on the bigger picture. people are great. and they don’t even know it.